It is time to freak out, last night I finished 3 assignments for 3 different classes, thinking that I am ahead I went home and started to watch a lovely movie called Freda (I think that is how you spell it). When I woke up this morning I remembered that I had a meeting with Bobbie who is helping me prepare for South Africa, a pone arrival we worked on my visa application, and as I was talking to her about my up coming plans, I told her that a month from Monday (Nov. 8th) I will be on my way to see my beautiful brother in Togo, she looked at me with frightful eyes and said, you have one month to get your visa. Bam freak out. What if I don’t get my passport back in time to make it to Christmas with my family in Africa? What if I have to sit at home with out my imitate family, what if I am not able to go and my rents loss a large sum of money due to my stupidity. WHAT IF. I now have to calm down and realize that I will be able to get this done. I will be able to go; I don’t care what I have to do to make it happen, so everyone pray for my visa to return to me. And make it speedy.